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Cigarettes and MSG at 8:15
Just don't do it for me
The way you did
Shitty poetry at 1:05
Doesn't do it either
Will I ever find another?
Or carry this lighter
To another cigarette
And another
Till it burns my lungs at 45?
Does it do it either?
Is death the only consulation at forever?


For You

The metallic taste of heartbreak on my tounge
Tastes like the metallic of hate
You killed my love
It lies in repose
In the graveyard of my feelings
Along with my dignity and my shreds of self-esteem
They died when I was 12
Like the Mother who killed them
You abandon me
The dictator of me
I try to throw off the repression
But I lose the Cold War
With Love
That you murdered
Like me
Born before my parent's wedding
I refuse to have my own now
Why should I?
When they all leave you for dead?
Thought of killing myself
But I won't give you the out
Out of my life like you want
Fuck you
Thank god I didn't give
At least that to you
My period is a savior in that sense
It has more of that than you
Jab, Jab, Jab
Stab you like you stabbed my heart
Payback for my love
And for the skin under my nails
From my arm
It hurts
Like my love
Will it ever heal?
Maybe I will go on
Maybe not


I should update this more often. But I really don't have anything to write about lately. And I am lazy. Too lazy to type up an entry. Even this is long for me. So there.
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Sadly that is pretty true.

Aug. 20th, 2005

You scored as Punk. Okay!




Emo Kid


















What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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Aug. 16th, 2005


Hilary Duff has short black hair. Kinda like how I was planning on having my hair. Goddamn her to a thousand ass fuckings. Now everyone is going to think I'm some fucking Duff poser. And Paris Hilton cut her skanky ass hair too. GODAMNIT. Why? Why now when I was just about to do the same thing. Please do not make this mean my brain is on the same wavelength as a Hilton and a Duff. Now I have to go and rethink this whole hair chopping off thing. Fuck.
Random Megan Quote of the Day:

"Because Meelosh is the sound of gay Russian sex."

Enjoy that shit

May. 25th, 2005

He he he. Engagement photos fill me with the glee. The awkward poses and fake pasted on smiles. It all reeks of mid-life crisis, infidelity with a 20 something, and fucked up kids who go to therapy 3 times a week because Mommy mixed vodka and Percocet. So if I ever get that done you know it's time to taser Megan in the ass because she's obviously fucked out of her mind.
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You know you do.


Why the hell is my life full of mediocre crapiness? I really don't have much reason to hate my life since there are so many people worse off than me but I can't help it. I'm a selfish bitch like that. I also think I should become a lesbian. Men bother me too much. That would be hot. But I would have to save my lesbian self for Gwen Stefani. Oh well 4 more years and then I'll be in the Peace Corp trying to save the world. And then I won't have to worry about any of this shit.

Word to your mother,

PS- Buy me things from Sephora and make me feel better. http://www.sephora.com/registry/list.jhtml?giftlistId=gl255460167

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